i been feeling sad
luck’s been bad
living in a painful way
in disarray
it’s like every day
was dark and gray
I’m just another washed-up cliche
it sucked to be that way

but i’ve got a plan i’m gonna
change direction
gonna claim this life as mine
and I’m just moving forward
i don’t need perfection
gonna try a re-design

gonna branch out and see what’s up
might bloom like a buttercup
all starts with a new haircut
YUP!

but nothing’s wrong today
everything is looking right ok
taking everything in stride
the sun is shining in the sky
the birds are smiling so am i
I’m kicking ass in every way
think this change is here to stay
it’s feeling like a brand new day

I been weak and lame
filled with shame
trapped inside the place I made
a house of pain

well I finally saw what i became
beaten at my own damn game
in drunk loser hall of fame

but now I think there’s time
for me to make corrections
turn this ship around
gotta look inside
a little introspection
a better me just might come around

bap bap baba baba da bap
bap bap baba baba da bap
bap bap baba baba da bap
BAP!

i know i failed so many times
drown my troubles hid my mind
buried everything in hundred proof
a skillful coward hides the truth so well

as every season gets a chance to change
maybe all this self-destruction could be re-arranged

you never know i might just win
defeat the enemy within
put a full stop
on the trainwreck that i’ve been